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Adding More ‘Mom’ to My Kid’s Lives

Being a busy-body is in my blood.  Growing up, my parents put a lot of effort into teaching their children to be hard workers… a lot of effort.  When I was 13, my dad had us up every single morning at 5:00 to complete our paper route before school started.  We ran the streets of New York, as fast as we could, trying to get done before 7 am.  Every Saturday…EVERY Saturday, the house was cleaned from top to bottom, with ‘inspections’ before we could be done.  Mom never forgot daily chores, we paid for nearly all of our own things (movie tickets, school clothes, car insurance), and our first part time job started as soon as it was legal.  It wasn’t just important that we work hard, we were taught to do our best, and always play after our work was done.  Teaching children to work hard requires a lot of effort!  And, they did an awesome job.

Now, here I am, a mother of 5, proud of the work ethic that they instilled in me.  It’s something I try to teach my own children.  And, it’s a quality I feel is so valuable, as a mother.  Aren’t there a million things to juggle, when you’re a mom?  We don’t have much choice BUT to work hard.  Sometimes the list seems never-ending…

Adding More ‘Mom’ to My Kid’s Lives

Making sure the kids are healthy and exercising

Keeping up on doctor appointments, birthdays, homework

Taking them to dance, sports, scouts, and their friend’s homes

Keeping the house orderly, laundry done, dinner on the table, and the pantry stocked

Paying the bills, getting the internet fixed and the house sprayed for spiders

Keeping kids smelling fresh with clean bums

Making sure the kids are socially, spiritually, and emotionally fed

…and on, and on, and on.  Not complaining, I love being a mother, but that’s just how it is.  Moms have to work hard to be able to stay on top of things.

Adding More 'Mom' to My Kid's Lives

A few years ago, I started to notice something about myself.  Something kinda crappy.  I just wasn’t that much fun.  I think I was taking the value of hard work a little too far.  My kids would ask me to watch a movie, and I’d say, “Eh, I can’t right now.  I’ve just got to finish this and that.”  Or, if I did sit down to watch the movie, I was working on something at the same time, thinking about something else, and anxiously waiting for the movie to be over.  I would read them a story, and I find myself secretly skipping pages, so I can get back to all the stuff that needs to be done.  And, by the time everything was done…I was too dang tired to do much besides crash on my bed.  Granted, most of the work I was doing was FOR my kids and husband, but I was finally starting to clue in to the signals that they were wanting something else from me.  What kind of signals?  Oh, usually random comments…”Mom, you never play,” or “Why are you sitting?  You never sit down.  That looks weird.”  “Didn’t you just sweep the floor earlier?”  “Mom, do you want to…oh, never mind.”

Being a busy-body may be in my blood, but it’s not really okay with me, any more.  I have these five adorable children, and they’re growing up faster than I can believe.  There a million things that I need to do for my family, and it’s hard work.  But, the hardest thing for me to do, of all the things on my list, is to just stop.  To just be.  To be with them, to play with them, to read to them, talk to them, teach them, and adore them adds more to their life than a clean home, folded laundry, their sports activities, and a house with no spiders, ever will.  The hardest thing just happens to be the most important thing.

I made a plan.  I am slowing down.  I am making time.  I’m going against everything that comes natural to me, and it’s tricky.  But, the thing is…it’s getting easier, I feel so much less guilt, and I’ve been having some really special moments with my children.  I’m not offering this as a suggestion, just telling you what I’ve been doing…but, I started homeschooling a couple years ago.  I needed to do something drastic that would force me to give that quality (and quantity) time to my kids.  And, it has literally been such a blessing to our family.  I’ve also been taking the kids on individual dates.  A couple weeks ago, my son and I went to Barnes and Noble to read books and to eat at Chick-fil-A.  The whole time eating, we took turns asking each other ‘deep questions’ like, “If you were stranded on a deserted island and had to eat any meal every day for the rest of your life, what would it be?”  My favorite question was when I asked him, “When you are a parent, what things do you want to do differently than I do.”  He thought, and he thought, and he honestly said, “I really can’t think of anything.”  I was like, “Ahh, babe.  You’re my favorite kid.”  I’m sure he’ll come up with some gripes as he ages, but the moment together was really special.  I really look forward to taking all of my kids out on their dates.  It’s way more fun than doing dishes!  I’ve been taking them on walks and to the park.  We’ve been doing field trips, picnics, and I’m hoping to try letterboxing as soon as it warms up.  I’ve been making brownies and popcorn and watching movies.  Sometimes I feel like I’m being tortured inside, cause I just want to get some things done, but I’m fighting.  I love my kids too much, and really…most of the time, I’m actually having fun.  Maybe I’m not such a poopie-head after all!  Instead of adding more activities, more meetings, more appointments, and more chores, I’m adding more love.

I’m adding more mom.  I hope they’re cool with that.

And, I hope that I can always be an example to them of finding the balance between working hard and enjoying the most important things in life…it’s something that will require my endless effort.

13 comments

  1. LOVE this!! I’ve been thinking about this exact same thing lately, too. Trying to find a balance and not be “super woman” to everyone else, but “super mom” to my kids–as in making memories with them, just because. I don’t need to do extravagant things, just BE when they want me. You expressed what is exactly in my heart. Thank you! It’s nice to know I’m not alone in this struggle.

  2. I sooo needed this today! Thank you for an amazing post — you spoke directly to my heart. I’ve been feeling the exact same way, without actually realizing what was wrong. But when your post popped in my inbox and I read it, a lump filling my throat, I knew. That’s what the nagging feeling was! It’s exactly what I needed to hear.

    1. Aw, that makes me happy. When I wrote the post, I deleted it several times, because it felt too personal…compared to what I usually write for Make and Takes! I know I’m not alone in these thoughts, it’s just hard to admit, out loud, on this freakin huge blog, when you’ve been doing something wrong. But, I’m glad it meant something to you and that I decided to share it.

      Thanks for the comments, everyone! Come teach MY blog readers how to comment. It’s always a welcome treat, when I blog here. :) (www.oneshetwoshe.com)

  3. I just came to this same realization lately but with my husband. I was running around like a crazy and spending fun time with the kids but not him. Similar adjustments have had to be made! And it makes all the difference.

  4. Wow. I keep referring to myself as a robot these days because there is SO MUCH to do….and I am always standing up running in circles to complete the millions of tasks needed to get us from sun up to sun down….I do add on a lot of extra tasks for myself like saying yes to boards/committees, but have finally put my foot down to say NO to many things, because every time I walk out the door for another good cause, my kids are the who pay the price by not having me around to tuck them in. I have incorporated the individual date thing with each of my four kids which has been great, and tried making annoying things like folding laundry into a family game. My kids named this game “jumpa-guanka and throw the laundry all over the living room as we fold it all up. The game loses its fizzle as the laundry gets folded. Thanks for posting this! My other solution to being present was switching to half-caff coffee, this one trick made me a much nicer and more present Mom. Really! My kids can totally tell when I have been drinking the real stuff by my erratic mood!

  5. Ugh, I’m constantly telling my kids that I’m doing this or that!! This is such a great article and good reminder to just chill and have fun with the kids!!

  6. What a great article! This past weekend at Snap made me think about what I’m doing and how I’m missing out on my baby! You sound like a great mom and such an inspiration. Thanks for the beautiful post. It was lovely to meet you at Snap!

  7. Great post! I have gone through the same struggle- and we have been home schooling from the beginning. It can be so easy to be around your kids, but not be present….thinking about endless lists of things that, in actuality, do not matter as much as having special moments wirh your kids. For some of us it does take training yourself to be in the moment with them, to make time for fun. I actually have a goal list, and “have fun every day” is on there- so sad that I have to put that down! But whatever it takes- they are only little for such a very short time!!! Thanks for your reminder!

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